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The las few days have beeen really rotten. I have been confused, frustrated and a pure asshole. I have hurt my wife, not physically. But through being just a complete moron and ass and I cannot explain why.

I need ot openly appologize to her, just doing it directly has not been enough for me, I have to share it with another human being and my God for me to be free from it.

I am afraid this is a sign of things to come, havig real problems with conversations, remembering things, I just zone out and get really confused over stuff.  It is no wonder what I did really got to Lynn, she has so much to put up with me now, not to mention the prior 30+ years. I feel myself slipping more each day, so far I can for the most part notice it, but there are days I have no idea what is what. So I leave you for now, tomorrow if wonder lust here remembers I have some emails to post, that give hope to My World that there will be otherss to watch over us as we wear the current ones out.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!
joe