A Couple Of Days To Remember

Well the last coupleki days have ben interestingl have been working with some very peststy people from HBO in the process of making a documentary on folks like us with dementia. I imagine that they willl call ita show on Alszheimers, I hope the y call a documentery on dementia, since there are two many forms and they are different and people think AD is transmittable.It hwas been a strain to say the least, buth they are actually very nice folks, but we cannot let themmm no that. It is hard to tell folks what it is like, little easier to write it, because you cannot seem me or me se you. I do not know what will happen with it if anything but it has been an experiencer, they could have at least left their one crew member here. We hared some real tense moments and some very enjoyable ones. They honored our table by having a turkey dinnner with us, which makes us feel good inside. But they did not eat any of the fat raid we wnt on. Theat means goodies.. WEllso mouch for now may be back soon.

God Bless You and the Country of Ours
Joe

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It Has Been Awhile

I have not posted is ome time now. I keep forgetting two. One of my dearest friends recently losst her farther and I forgot to send her my sympathies. I stop one of my meds and that was a big mistake, thoought I was dying, but apparently God nor the Devil want me at this time. Life is geetting a little more confusing and frustrating for me, I don't even answer my emails the way I used to. I feel like a captive in my own mind, body and home. The need to lash out grows stonger each day and is becoming a little harder to manage day by day. Part of this is the disease part of it is myoun defects of my character. Do not know which is becomeing the more dominate part. I have been alone in life, but never felt lonelly, I now do. There is sadness in my sould and being and the tears and emotions come more easily. It seems being loved and cared for does not matter all thaaat muc anymore, because I am solwy starting not to care for me or this life anylonger. Well enough of my pitty party, life goes on, until.

God Bless You and This Country of Ours

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