Well Good Morning World! Yes it is me again you lucky people.

I have been puzzled, confused or whatever over something. You caregivers out their and even you suffers can help me with this. Ther are days that I get up and ready to take on the wolrd and my brain in on fire. The all of a sudden i am like, Robby the robot in Forbiden Planet all my circuts start to short out and I am just plain fricken out of it. I do not understand this, most of the time I kind of walk on eggs because I am not sure where I am or how I feel or what is taknig place in my brain. Have any of you seen or experienced this? It is really concerning. Kind of like here today, gone in a minute. Well I am 66 today, who would have thunk it, not me. Still a pain in the ass about things.
Food no longer intersets me either. Eat or don't eat ok by me. The food just does not hold any enticement I think that is the world anylonger. Things I loved to eat just do nothing for me. I have to be reminded now or asked about eating, not part of my list today. Oh well starting to ranble.

Take care of yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!!
joe

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Who Really Speaks For Us?

Since i went to the memmory walk here, 1st one in Oceanside, CA, which had 600 walkers so they say, the question of "Who Really Speaks For Us?"  Has been runnning in my head. I listened to all the speakers and the walkers, cheering for a cure, what about the cause people? I heard how everyone was helping to care for us and the rest. But NO ONE spoke for me or the others in my world.  Where is our Voice. Certainly not with the major companies, major sports or even really the fricken media. Try as I may I cound not find anythin in our local paper The North County Times about it. But the, and you may not like this but tuff, The BOOB walk on sunday drew media and papers.  It is I think as I have felt we are throw aways. Fix them boobs, which deaths have been droping on, and I do not wish it on any woman or man (we get it to Ladies), but we have no, I repeat we have NO SURVIVORS' , THAT IS RIGHT NOT ONE! Again, WHERE IS OUR VOICE?

I am ready for the bull mail to come take your best shot at me. I can dish it out and I can take it back. But if you are going to get on my ass, do it publicly with a comment. I put out publicly and am not afraid.

I for one who suffers with this bastard of a disease, am really getting tired of everyone saying we are going forward, but yet I do not see us on the boob tube rarely. Where are the causes? Where are the cures? Where is there real working drugs?  I once offered and now I offer again a CHALLENGE to any so called researcher out there my brain to use living samples from, not mice, not dead brain material, although that may be debatable in my case, to use. I know I have been told it may leave me worse off, more demented and I may die, DAH, wath the hell is going to happen anyways.


Until my next tirade or what ever, be good to your selfs.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!
joe

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Locked In Time.

While this is still in my brain cell, the wife and I were talking last night, we are strange we do that. We were discusing yesterday and tomorrow.  To me there is no longer a tomorrow, it does not exsit and she asked me if I wanted it to come and I said not really or something like that. It just seems that tomorrow does not matter anylogner to me. Yesterday, well that is not 24 hours ago to me, but it seems like centuries and having no meaning. Lynn says I am in a time warp, who knows. All I know or thik I know is that time for me is right now, not 10 minutes from now or past just right now. It is a strange feeling, I guess my ½ brain cell is on overload.

I got a comment from a young lady in Romania and she was worried about her English. Well is was perfect and really young one, this is not the place to worry about it. As you read you will see what I mean. I welcome you and the other new folks I have heard from to this World of Mine. You never know waht will come out of my brain, and neither do I.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!
joe

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