Showing posts with label alzheimers organization. Show all posts
Showing posts with label alzheimers organization. Show all posts

Sunday, September 16, 2012

There is a new community some of you may or may not know of now on the web. I have joined it,  it consists of people involved with Alzheimer's, sufferers, caregivers, etc. It is called The Alzheimer's Community   , you can register and join, of course it is free. Come take a look and help spread the word.

My world has been very mixed up lately. I really do not know what is going on in it much anymore. Lynn has to do the check book now, even the calculator does not do what i wnat it to do. Talking is becmoing one of those one time I knew how to do that and make sense.But that is the way it goes.

I sit here and have all these things to say and when I go to they go somewhere other than on this page, it pisses me off. Making a decisssion for me takes alot of time. So much that I forget what it is that I am trying to answer or do.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

I just remembered something, I have noticed that most of my so called friends have disappeared from my life, just as they did when I stopped drinking. Quit being a drunk and loose your friends, have your brain eaten away loose your friends, seems interesting.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Where the HELL is my brain?

The last couple of days have been really a fricken mess. Right now I can think kind of stratight. Over the last days I have forgotten what i was doin, how i got where I did and from where i got there. Talking has been utterly confussing even to me. I have needed help in getting around physically, legs did not want to work, when they did they wanted to go somewhere other than I was headed. Good things for walls and hand rails or I would have surelly met the floor. That damned thing kept moving on me. I feel like a plane, i have to make a wide circle to get to where i am goinging. Things seem to be happening quickly now, with more and more bad days and days i cannot remember. I can no longer tell you by the evening what I did in the morning , let alone yesterday and the past is fading as well. I am starting to feeel best just sitting in quiet and not talking or being talked to or having the boob tube on. It has become dangerous for me in the shower. Good thing it is not real wide or I would definitely get swaying from side to side and go through the doors. Even sitting on the seats we have in it has become an experience as my wet ass slides off and old shaking legs can barely keep me up there.

Till next time, be good to yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!!
joe

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Me and My Friend Alzheimer's.

Of late some of you have yelled at me in emails and comments. Apparantely my fire has gone somewhat. Well you are right. I hate ths fucking disease. Alzheimer's is robbing me of who I was, i am constantly lost is a maze in my brain.  Lost in conversations, seems this is my only way of real contact. I walk like a drunken sailor, my hands and feet hurt, my body trembles, i cannot see very well anymore. I try to keep a sense of humor but it is becoming more difficult.

You all have a feeling of my thoughts towards the Alzheimer's Organization, well Mr. Robert Egge, VP of Public Policy wrote me and i am sure others to watch howdy doodies State of the Union for his push for NAPA and Alzheimer's because Obama cares deeply abouth this. WELL gues what not a word or a whisper or passing comment about it. Got another email from Egge stating disappointment but to wait for the buget and how we may shine.  These people have no clue, we with Alzheimer's are not important to this government and society at large.  I mean i get all these emails about this vitamin this herb and even coconut oil to help retartd the damange and help. Horse feathers, this shit may work for a very, very, very few for a short time 6 mos to two years and then they hit a brick wall. No more functionality, quaks go away. ALZ a cure by 2025 not on a hot day in the summer. Idiots do not even know what causes it. Loook up the studies, tey all contradict one another. I will say it agin, WE HOLD THE KEY, come to us for the answers, get the hell out of your little square boxes and see the reality.

People say Joe you are wrong, the prove it to me, show me the one person that has been cured or givn 5 to 6 more years of life because of the so called wonder drugs and herbs, etc. All my friends that have taken this crap have deterorated and even died in the 8 year time line. In 3 short years the seven of us is the Memory The Loss Tapes and 2 in the Caregiver Part of HBO Documentary The Alzheimer's Project, only TWO of us are alive today.

Yes my life sucks just like the others with this disease. I want it over, i know what still lies ahead and it ain't the golden years. Yes more people are speaking out, but they have money and prestige on careers so they are important. The people in the know say there are over 5.4 million of us in the US, According to the American Health Assitance Foundation approx. over 500,000 will join us in 2011. Well now I bet there are over7-8 million in this country in this world of mine. All those that are hidden and not talked about shoved into the darkness because this still is widely seen as mental illiness rather than the disease that it is. I know organizations are getting out the word. We do you people unite into one voice and let it be heard through out the land?

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Our!
joe

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

My Life and Times With Alzheimer's.

I havenot posted is sometime. I have not been around for sometime. My brain has been on Jupiter and I on Pluto. Last few weeks have been very trying and uncomfortable for me.  I am not used to being sick alot, but I guess I have no choice in the matter. Also  have become more i guess you would say going in different directions while triing to go forward. Things are finally catching up.  I am getting more and more losst in each day, for get talking to people that is becomin a chore. I still can come here and tell you how shitty it is getting.Iknow that we hada howuse full on Thanks Giving and I have been not with it since then at least. We are dog sitting or I guess we are seeing if we will be keeeping my one daughters dog for a whilce since the are moving. Just another thing to get under foot. So far thisis becomming a rather crappy holiday season, and it is nobodies fault. It is just my constant companion Alzheimer's moving in the heavier furniture for its final push however long that may take.

To my friends in Israel, you asked for my father and mother's names well real hard on the father, Joseph, my moms name was Muriel.  Both have been gone for sometime, my mom over38 years and my day close to23 years. I have been very touch lately by those in other countries that have written me and I am glad that they are part of this family of ours.

I want you to know that Yolanda Sanmartino who was in the HBO Documentary is still alive and with us and of course me. We are the only tow left from Memory The Loss Tapes, and at least two of those fetured in the Caregiver part have past. Friends keep me posted. Out of 10 people seen and spoken of in the documentary only two of us are left that I am aware of. This show was done in 2008 and released in 2009 mid year. So in that short period of time 3½ years, eight have passed and most all in the 8 year or less time span. I keep being told how this disease affects people dirrerntly and I am aware of that but it still claims us when it has finished us. But what sweet freedom afterwards.

Everyone says that there is nothing good about Alzheimer's or other forms of dementia, wellI am here to tell you that it has put me at peace about dieing and that is good, it also is starting to rid me of not only good memories but many of the ones that causea great deal of pain and let me tell you that is good.

Well my head is staring to wander and hurt, take care till next time.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Thanks for the Memories ( Bob Hope)

thank you for the birthdaay wishes they were much appreciated. See how sneaky my wife is.
To Karen & Kathy, sorry I lost your orders in my mess. Books are going out tomorrow.
See and you all thought I had my head screwed on right, wrong.
Life is getting more confusing and so am i. Have a Happy Thanks Giving you and yours.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Have not written you all in awhile!

Yes i am still here, unfortunately. We now use pad on the bed, you know that song Old Man River he just keeps rolling on, well he does we and where he decideds to.Most of my momments are fuzzy now and fewer and fewer clear days. One of our family (this means all of you) recently lost there love one to Alzheimer's. I am still waiting for a picture name and birth date and date set free to post on memory page.  I guess it maybe to hard, believe she has been diagnosed with Alzheimer's or som form of dementia just recently what a bitch life can be. Well i guess it is what it is. Have read some new studies that contradict the last 100+ years of the possible cause of Alzheimers. I need to post them for you all. They kind of boost my ego what is ledft of it showing what my doctor and i felt was right that they had the wrong path basically. Problem is I sit down to do thes things and forget why I am at my computer.My days consist of very little since i do not leave the house oftern and I sit down and the next thing you know i am waking pup hours later, i cn not control it I fall asleep while talkin even. Ihave held my own for sometime nowbut the disease is doing its job and catchin me pretty fast now.

I am no longer sending emails to people who could help raise our voice and face to the public, they just do not care my feelings, i get back auto reply emails, wel when it strikes home I guess they will be some of the loudesss to yell, and never look back at the chance they had to hep raise our voices.i will be taking my book off of my site for free shortly nobody really seems to want it either, so sounds like i am on a pitty pot, i guess i am, i have fought and fought and yelled been nice even9that took courage) and still nothing so you will only hear fom now on as i cn remember to let ou know how life is.

Thank all of you for being there for me.
God Bless & Keeep You & Tis Country of Ours!
joe

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

New Drug Target For Alzheimer's, Stroke Is Discovered


From Alzheimer's Disease Research

October 17, 2011
University at Buffalo scientists have discovered a tiny piece of a critical receptor that fuels the brain as a promising new drug target for Alzheimer's and other neurodegenerative diseases.
"This is the first time that this site has been shown to be useful as a drug target," says Gabriela K. Popescu, Ph.D., associate professor of biochemistry in UB's School of Medicine and Biomedical Sciences and senior author on the study. The research on the NMDA (N-methyl-D-aspartate) receptor was published online October 11 in Nature Communications.
"If we could find a drug that attaches itself to this site and locks together NMDA receptor subunits, that would be huge for fighting disability from stroke, Alzheimer's, and other neurodegenerative diseases," Popescu said.
The research focuses on the brain's receptors for the neurotransmitter, glutamate, which is implicated in these diseases as well as in other conditions, such as glaucoma. The two main glutamate receptors in the brain are NMDA and AMPA receptors, both of which play critical roles in human learning and memory. Both types of receptors are made of four subunits and within each receptor these subunits are organized in pairs called dimers.
Because these receptors are similar in structure, scientists had assumed that they function in much the same way.
"But when we altered the dimer interface, the site where two subunits come together within each pair, we found that the NMDA receptor works just the opposite of the way that the AMPA receptor works," Popescu said. "Cementing this interface in AMPA receptors leads to more activity, whereas we found just the opposite to be true in NMDA receptors."
By locking the subunits together, the UB researchers were able to achieve a marked reduction in NMDA activity and, subsequently, a marked reduction in the amount of calcium that enters neurons in response to the neurotransmitter glutamate. Calcium overload due to overactive NMDA receptors is what eventually kills off neurons, Popescu said, leading to the symptoms that occur after a stroke, and in Alzheimer's and other neurodegenerative diseases.
"The fact that by cross-linking the subunits, we could so dramatically reduce NMDA receptor activation demonstrates, for the first time, the tantalizing possibility that we may be able to develop new therapies that can much more effectively treat, or even one day prevent, some of these devastating diseases, like Alzheimer's and stroke," Popescu says.
And, because each type of NMDA receptor has a slightly different dimer interface, Popescu says, this finding represents a new opportunity for rationally designing drugs that would preferentially inhibit only a select population of NMDA receptors in the brain, thus reducing the possibility of side effects.
Currently, the Alzheimer's drug called Namenda, one of the only existing pharmaceuticals that inhibit the NMDA receptor, targets a different site within the receptor.
"If a new drug could be developed to target the dimer interface, which we discovered to be inhibitory, it would allow more specific effects than current drugs," Popescu said. "That's because at this particular interface, the interactions between these subunit interfaces are more precise than those currently being targeted."

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Friday, July 15, 2011

Alzheimer’s Can Kick Your Ass!!!

Today has not ben good so far. Have beeen trying to write this for sometime.  My brain is somewher but not with me. My body feels like a train hit it and my head hurts like hell. It took me 3 fricken hours to dry the towels, see I was air fluffing them, not drying. Eyes do not see things right either. We will be doing the videos but probably will have someone edit out what Lynn does not want shown, me I give a fuck. But she rules the roost.

I was talking with Lyn the other day and told her that it is feeling like we are now in diffferent worlds.  I see her and others, but I cannot feel them or their presence in mly world. I feel like I am seperating away from things. Then suddenly everthing crashes back together and hell I do not know what is going on. All I think I know is that things are getting squirelly in this world of mine. Reaching out does not work I cannot get beyond the barrier anymore, time is becoming my enemy with things.

Enough I hurt tooooo much right now.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!

joe

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Getting SStuck In time.

I am becomming more confused eac day. I sit here to write and just draw a complete blank. I feel that thi journey is getting rather rocky and bumpy now. When i started this blog, which seems like centuries to me, i was filled with a fire and a passion that was overwhelming me. You all know how i feel that we who suffer from Alzheimer's, Lewy Bodies, Parkinsons, Frontal Temproal Dementia, Vascular, etc. do no have a voice for us, i still feel that way, i do not want some so called expert, caregiver, reasearcher, etc. speaking for me and telling how terrrible this is and the problems and heartbreat they feel caring for us. Hell that does not put a voice or a face to us, to u yes, us no. Like it or not, WE hold the key to this disease. We have the answer, not you, we live it, why are we not asked, why are we not the experts, why is it not us that talks to the media and the big stars to tell the story? You do not know this side at all.  When it started for me it was small slices of my life taken each day, those slices have grown steadily until they are now steak size. The passion is still there to tell the story, but the fire is just a glow now. I feel like i am talking to me on my left side, i am deaf in my left ear, i feel like my blog has lost it's thunder and no longer reaches out and is heard. Yes i hear from folks once and awhile but not much anymore, I cannot begin to tell you how lonely it is inside my mind what is left now. I cannot realy even talk about things much anymore. Hell the fire and fuck the world attitude  has tempered down, I am understanding how the others that were in the hbo documentaroy felt and relate lmore to the world they became to know.
My niece died thursday, she was in her forties, i feel for her husband and three sons, but more for her mother and father, see we are to die before our children not out live them.
This is becomming way to much, there are things i want to do, but i forget them or just plain have no motivation to do them. I rarely sit by my ponds any more, my interests seem to becoming less daily about anything.
Well until i remember you are out there again take care of yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Alzheimer's, The Blessings Of!!!!

I can hear you all now, joe is going on the rampage with this one. Well you are wrong. You all know the crap side and so do I, but you do not know the, morbid as it sounds, the blessings that come with this death sentence.
1. You know you are not nuts.
2. Death is no longer a fear.
3. You get to forget your resentments.
4. You no longer hate someone, because you forget them.
5. You meet new people daily.
6. You talk to stangers more frequently.
7. You do not have to be stylish in your dressing any longer.
8. You forget to tell people to fuck themselves, hence you may not swear as often.
9. If you smoke you make forget to or where you placed the things, spend all day looking for them and go to bed saying the hell with it, and never having smoked.
10. Nine could work for drinking.
11. Wake up each morning with a new woman or man in your bed, This One We All Like, even you.
12. Forget you annoying relatives and neighbors.
13. Forget to turn on the TV, but yet you watch it.
14. Have conversations with people who know what you are saying, but no one else can see them.
15. Forget you hate vegetables and even try them now.
16. Get to have some one else change your clothes, what fun that coould be.
17. Take a bath when you damned well feel like or think you may need one.
18. Won't discuss the toliet training that you forgot, you caregivers might not find that so enjoyable.
19. Your new eating habits that help you loose wieght, no 20.00 for 20lbs., you just forget what food is for.
20. One day the World and all of its' Bullshit suddenly stop for you.

See we have to look at the bright side once and awhile. So I am sick, I am allowed, brain confussion, cannot seem to find the darn thing.  Have fun, be good to yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!
joe

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Food for Thought

As you may know i do not have great faith in the medical field, especially with being forth comming. So in my latest of brain enhanced theories, besides AD being an auto immune caused problem. I feeel that many that are in so called health care facilities, supposedly suffering from one form of dementia or another, ARE NOT. Yes that is what I said, i have over the years read the various studies, from stopping dementia to curing it and everything in between, poultry feathers i say.  I believe that many in these facilities are victims of the stupidity of doctors and the greed that they and the pharmacuetical companies have.  It is called OVER MEDICATION, we give a drug for a real disease, it causes side effects, so a different one for the side effects and it causes, you guessed side effects, so what do we do, give another drug, until the poor bastard is taking so many drugs it is no wonder that they become mentally unaware, physically impared, not to say just out right dead.

I am not saying DEMENTIA does not exist. I am just saying before a diag of such is accepted it may be well to check the meds one is on and see their side effects and maybe under professional care, start weening them from the drugs and see what takes place.

Ok joe you say,but think hard about this one. A pill for this and that and one to take care of those pills, plus over the counter meds these folks maybe taking, what are the real affects. Plus most drugs are prescribed by a test method on most younger to middle aged peoples and their respective optimal wieght and hieght. Not on a 65 yr old person out of shape with adjusting for age, wieght and other meds and factors taken in.

I have it, proven by Brain tests, of course death will be the ultimate diag for the AD, not the FTD. Also on more than one occasion in ture medical language and diag after being tested I have been informed that "Joe, there is nothing up there", so there you have it.

What i amtrying to say is always wiegh what you are told check it out, get a 2nd opinion and research any drug prescribed and find out if it has reactions with others.

God Bless & Keep You and This Country of Ours!!!!!
joe

Saturday, May 7, 2011

What price Alzheimer's

Many of you have lost loved ones to this disease, mothers, fathers, grandparents, friends, siblings and this list goes on. Mother's Day is tomorrow and to all Mother's long gone, still with us and to be, I wish you the happiest of times.

This is only one cost of the Disease, the losss of a loved one. Just think how we feel as we loose the loved one that we care about so greatly, ourself. Sounds selfish, but it is a reality. The other day to me it was just yesterday, because there is only today and yesterday for me, I walked into the "OFFICE", doe not everyone have to have one in their howse. A bedroom with a comuter in it, WOW. Anyway i walked in and the next i knew my wife was in helping me get up off the floor. See this 700 pound pigeon, does not remember how to fly to well. I bet i wennt down with grace, style and diginity and a thud. problem is not remembering what took place, one minute i am standing the next on the floor like a beached whale. I know this is only part of the disease and what is to come, but it is taking longer to get up and the aches take longe to leave and some now stay, they found a home. Good thing I drank heavily in my twenties, I learned how to fall and get back up. So I guess we are born we grow and start to return to our original days.
The more i look at this disease the more I feel it is auto immune in nature. I notice our Alzheimer's Organization here in the states touts the stars who have parents or sweethearts who have parents with the disease as being such brave soles and all the work they do for Alzheimer's. I say stick it up your ass you do nothing for us. At least Canada has speakers at meetings with the disease so that the true story comes out. I know I have a couple of friends up their speading the word at AD meetings by the Alzheimers Assoc. of Canada. Kudos to you folks.  Here forget it. See personal experience has shown me the nature of their commitmennt.  The San Diego Chapter, visited me the wife would remember when, it was shortly after the Walk here in Oceanside, I think. They met to discuss my book, the lady was very nice as i remember and felt that my story needed to be told and by me and that i would be of greqat service, i was even asked if i would be willing to speak and help, well I said yes. gave them books for their lending library. They would be in touch I was told, the bullshit put off statement. Well they went to the state capital for getting things done, i was asked originally if I would go, yes, however time came and pass and so did their silence. I get emails to help support them. I think not, you can have as much support from me as you have given me.  The Alzheimer's Disease Reasearch Foundation gets my help they at least are doing things.
Had to get this off my chest. It has been burning my ass for a long time now. Many good people work and volunteer for the Alz.org,, but the whole does not even come close to equalling the parts.
I have noticed lately that ai seem to be going away, that is the best way i can say it, seems like me and that around me are starting to part ways more and more each day.
I am rambling on so I will say so long for the time being.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!
joe

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Dear Carol

Thank you for the post and kind words.  Well you assked me and you know me and my mouth so it goes babe:
10: Do not hover over me.
11: No sudden changes.
12: Do not ask how I am doing constantly.
13: Watch your being needy.
14: Do not patronize me.
15: GIVE ME MY SPACE AND QUIET TIME.

Now that you hrut my brain cell, I hope you are happy. Herb needs to dump ice water on you.

By the way folks there is a new email box, put you email in there and you will be notified each time a post is made, little easier. However comby anytime you are welcome.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Friday, April 29, 2011

Alzheimer's = Millions Survivors = ZERO

Yep that is the score. Now what do you want to do about it. NO CAUSE - OF COURSE NO CURE - & MEDS THAT DO NOT DO MUCH.  Yes now they say it starts, the brain shrinking, 10 years before first diagnosis. New three stages, shrinkage, mild to moderate loss and final stages. These brilliant morons, sorry that is what they are, have confirmed everything I told my physchologist over 6 years agao. What these folks call Early Onset is not, it is mid stage.

I have been fighting the fight for years now, daily. I have lost on a daily basis. What is it that people do not understand? This Disease KILLS.............  When does the truth get told over the media, we are not mentally ill people we suffer from a deadly disease, get with it people.

I have grown tired of the battle and tired of trying to help the word get spread and fighting my own decline, I no longer have the physical or mental or emotiooonal strength or will to continue to fight. So no more from me. only that which I can remmeber happening each day and coming forth and trying to tell you, no more fight no more argumment, my time to rest has come, it is time for others to pick it up. People only want to hear from those that are nicey nice, well you all know me simple and raw to the point.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Thursday, April 14, 2011

The Physical Aspects of Alzheimer's

By now i wolud think that we all know about the mental trials that allll of us with this disease go thru.  Not remembering people, turning around and meeeting a new friend each time, wondering where we are, who you are, where is home, my glasses hell where are my pants.  Forgetting to use the bathroom timely oooh well. Spending and forgetting we did it, driving those close to us to exhaustion and we do not even realize it and in most cases do not care.  How rotten we can get and next minute the world is rosey to us and you have the problem. The list goes on and on and on.

But there is another side to this story, not being able to walk right anymore, cannot drive because forgetting what to do (our freedom is gone). Tiring easily from practically little effort. Standing one moment the next investigating the dirt on the floor or cracks in the cement. Trembling a good deal of the time, eyes get worse, food tastess funny, sleeping is a joke, not at night we go to the daytime, walking into things because we do not see them, winding up with cuts and the like because we do not realise that we have been injured, not eating just because. This is the other side of our world and much more but my brain cell is to empty right now to remember or clogd up, get the draino.

I find listing other things for you is easier these days then really talking to you anymore. I forget what I want to say, I sit down with this whole well organized thought out post in my brain somewhere, and it never shows up when I start, it goes walking down the street. I feel like i repeat the samethings over and over, but that is what happens here in Alzheimer's land.  It seems no matter how many times I am told yes we listen that no one really hears us. You suffer and all the books about you are considered to be by experts and people who know about this disease, but folks sorry you do not have a clue to this sise of the fence. I have pretty much lost sight of your side now also. My voice is becoming quiet and running out of its one time fire, i am worn out spent and just plain tired. I sit and wait for the bus to take me home most of the time, these moments of knowing and suddenly not are incredidablly painful and frustrating.I ramble on and on and on and cannot tell you what I really am talking about most of the time.

Well friends take care and be good to yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!
joe

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Brain Decay

Over the last few days both Lynn and i have ntice a dectease in my attention and ability to relate. am developing new language, but poor Lynn she understansd what I am trying to say, what does that tell you.

Also I referred to Alan Rogers,  well good memory joe his name is Alan Arnette, sorry big guy and he is.

Have a new guy Ken with us he has Lewy Body Dementia, maybe we can get him to blog here as well as his own, to help learn about his dementia. After all that is what this site is about.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!
joe

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Because of You!

Yes because of you my every growing famliy out there we have made progress>
As you may or may not know their are something close to approaching 100 million sites on the Internet world wide. When I started the story of mine and asked you to join in this blog was number 57,xxx,xxx million something in standing. Well we are making an impact somehow, because it is as of today 927,085 in standing, Good JOb you guys. Out of the 10's of million in the US, we are now listed as 190,851, I am so humbled by what you have done.

Also thanks to those who have purchased my book.  I truly hope you enjoy and pass on the info to others. Now on the other hand me being a very tiny little bit mercenary - tell your friends to buy it and have them help spread the word as well.

I am going to invite more to post here soon. My haze is starting to get heavy and is keeping me from my job to let all know, how really crappy I feel. but yesterday I was a ball of fire, was so busy donig things, were it came from is beyond me.  Today different story.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Friday, February 11, 2011

As you may know I have ben trynig to kep track of those who were in the HBO Documentary. Last time I had to notify of 4 of the 7 of us had passed. I still have no information on Fannie Davis, but I spoke to the care facility today that Yolanda Sanmartino was at and she is still with us physically and doing ok.

http://www.hbo.com/alzheimers/memory-loss-tapes.html

The above link will take you to all parts of the documentary. You can watch them on line if you have not seen them. Link will also become a permanent link on my blog.

I am will continue while I can to keeep you updated. Take care and be good to yourselves.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Early Onset Alzheimers

Yesterday my physcollogsit and I discussed this topic. Generally from time of this diagnosis till time to leave is about 8 years. Check the people that have died from the HBO special and the timeline and that of Sarge Schriver diag. in 2003 just died 2011. The list goes on.

We got to talking about the time period and EOA. My opinion only is that what is called EOA is not, it is more towards the middle stages. My reasoning, which is questoinable, is most of us are told when we start to notice things going wrong, oh it is STRESS, you are just DEPRESSED, you are DISTRACTED and you know the other bullshit. It generally is years before anyone really starts to listen and connnect the dots and finally does reall testing and oh well now you have EOA. I say no, you had EOA possibly for as much as 10 years befoer those white coats figured it out. Of course you had no idea, even though you kept on saying no that is not the problem this is. But of course you did not read page 89 of the med journal of AD and the box you have to fit in to have it.

Yes we both disagreed with each other at the beginning, but since his dad died from AD, he thought back and started to understand what I was trying to say, just maybe the real deal. He is a good man, shit he has put up with me for almost 6 years, so who is the sicker one! He asked me when I first noticed things going goofin and best I could remember I was around fifty, i could not multitask without notes anymore or even handle the number of tasks that I could and it got worse and worse. Of course i had SDD syndrome, right.

What I am trying to say while I am still somwhat together is, if you feel there are reall problems going on in your head, do not allow your doctor to just push it off as the SDD syndrome. You have to fight for you period.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Due to an on slaught of complaints, meaning your eyes are getting as bad as mine, I have once again changed the look of the blog. Hope you all like it. If not wait a few months or so and when I remember I may change it again.

Till then may all you "normal people", whatever that is, enjoy your life on the otherside of the fence, because it is really slippery over here on this side.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!!
joe