Showing posts with label Frontal Temporal Dementia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Frontal Temporal Dementia. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Many Friends and I cannot Remember Them!

I have met so many people since I started this blog, and i am lucky if I can tell you five of them. There is Carol, who for some reason thinks i know what I am talking about. Dr. Joe Sivak who has gone on to greater fame and forgotten us little folks, i know doc i am a pain in the ass. My friends Mary and Jim who live in canada. I know there are many ofthers my email list shows it. Hey you old Navy guy Dr. Gordon, I still know you.

The last week or more has been a real doosey for me. I have ussed the old brain cell way tooooo much and gotten exhausted, shaky, a bit lost in time. I helped a friend redo his computer after it was totallly infected and that took a couple of days to retreive everything for him and my head hurt and i felt like a zombie. Tax season, somebody shoot me. Then I put Windows 8 onn my machine, nice program. But I did a refresh without finding out what that really was, my thoughts and its thoughts just did not agree. It cleaned my machine and I had to re-install almost all of my programs, in the process I signed up for stuff that my wife had to get me out of, I have been a mess, I do not even understand the notes that I have made so I do not forget, toooo much fog and dust up in the old brain.

I guess I should keep it simple but I have that inner pit bull in me that does not want to let go even though I am not winning at fixing and doing things. This disease Alzheimer's and the FTD, they hit hard when they punch back, a lot harder than I can. Wanted to let you all know for better or worse I still am being a pain in the ass to those around me, just doing my job.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe














Monday, December 24, 2012

From the depths of the Ocean!

I read an article this day, the Scripps Oceanography team has been researching hte Mirianna Trench the deepest part of the world. They have found single cell life forms, get this the size of salad plates. Don't get one of these on your kisser. But even more fascinating I think is that they have fourn a crustascean with a chemeical inside it that may help get this Alzheimer sufferers. I hope to read or hear more on this . Go Scripps.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

PS> From my family to yours a Very Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays To All.

Saturday, December 8, 2012

I find that it is easier to write here then to talk to others. I feel like things are becoming more confused and i am not sure wht the hell i am doing. I try to hide moset things and find it is getting harder. I try to remain happy on the outside, but inside is not so anymore. My days are just that days. they mean little, they hold no interest for me. I find being secluded much more frienndly. I feeel like everyone is watching me and not leaving me alone. The other day the shower door and I took a walk out of the shower. it is getting difficult to even take a shower. even worse harder to remember when and if i took one. this is the way life is for me now. I find it hard to enjoy my family and am beginning to drift from them, i wonder if this is the way it is for others, having some trouble finding the keys, fingers keep moombing around. Good thing for the drugs or I would looose it aroung everyone, the anger and distrust level in me is rising. i really am not in control too much anymore, i guess that is ok. the more i leave go of things the easier it seems to be, the less emotional i am and the less my head hurts.

take care until next time.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

I have not posted recently on my own life. It seems to be getting more and more out of my control. Trying to remember to do things is nearing the statem of impossibility. Yet writing seems to still work for me. I was reading an article about a new gene they have found that works on the immune system and seems that it has some affects on Alzhiemers. What gene damned if I remember. But it only helps to confirm my non medical opinion that this disease is an auto imune disease. If i find the article in my notes i keep to help me i will post it. I know they are looking at stem cells as well and they hold some possible hope.

I  am finding it more difficult to post I do not know what to say anymore. I am tired of trying to really reach out and get our voices heard. I went back in my archives, I have been doing this blog for over six years and feel like i have gotten no where. Yes many of you have told me how it helps, i do read the comments that is how i know when you yell back at me.

The fuzzieness of this world is getting very hard to get throught. being quiet and not talking seems to becomming more the way I want to be. I prefer being left alone to drift off to other places that are kinder and more pleasant than this. Notes are starting to hang on my computer desk to help me remember things again and again i forget to look at them. enough for today.

Be kind to yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Monday, November 12, 2012

New Age of Caregiving Symposium 2012


I wanted to get in touch with you regarding the upcoming New Age of Caregiving Symposium 2012 which will be held on Friday, November 16 at the Hilton St. Petersburg Carillon Park.

Last year’s event was a huge success and we are excited to be bringing this opportunity to the Greater Tampa Bay again (if you are not in the Tampa Bay area or unavailable to attend on November 16, please share this with any connections that could benefit from it).

This entire day is devoted to supporting and nurturing the family and professional caregiver. Our intention is to provide new information, new resources and new guidance to help you create balance in your very busy and challenging lives.

Are you open to the idea of getting a massage, experiencing healing sound therapy, learning about nutrition that can prevent Alzheimer’s disease, laughing at yourself, meeting new people or finding out what resources are available to pay for home care? I hope so. Over 80 sponsors have come together to share their products and services to address your needs and wants because they care. You are encouraged to visit each vendor and spend time asking them questions. We live in an amazing community that embraces the art of collaboration and energetically this creates a sense of commitment that can only enhance the caregiving journey. There is no other healthcare-senior-caregiver event like this symposium. You are in for a grand day that has the ability to transform your daily life.

This year’s theme is healing and inspiration. When you review the line-up of speakers, breakout session leaders and honored guests you will see how much thought went into providing varied and numerous modalities that will encourage you to heal your mind, body & spirit. Our commitment to inspiring you will unfold as the day progresses. It could be a simple word, a piece of artwork, a healing touch that will ignite hope, excitement and purpose into your life. We thank you for joining us and send you love and light all year long.

Space is going quickly, so click and book your tickets today: http://newageofcaregivingsymposium.com/register/

For more information about the speakers, agenda, special services and more visit our official website: http://newageofcaregivingsymposium.com

Any questions?  Please let me know.  I would be happy to answer them for you.

Warmly,
Kim

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this is an email i received so for those of you interested I am posting it.

God Bless,
joe

Friday, November 2, 2012

To all those on the East Coast my prayers and hopes go to you in your hour of need. Only you know your real pain and frustration with getting the help you need. It will get better I believe that, just stay fast and believe. Hurricane Sandy left you in one hell of a mess and I wish I could change that for you.

I have been home now about a week i think. I have been informed that my timeline of our trip is a bit screwed up and locations, that does not surprise me. Time and days all seem to be the same to me and have ben for some time now. So I guess at the day. Loooooking at the alendaes not help, since i donot know what day it is. I am still very tired from the trip, but glad that my daughter got to check off of her list somethings she has wanted to do.

I am really confused with this disease, my short term memory of late seems betterm but my long term seems to have gone on vacation. Alzheimer's truly affects us all differently but still progresses to its final run.

Many of you know that all this rah rah rh about bresast cancer burns my ass, because the main stream seems to not care about us. I want no one to get cancer and surely not this disease.  Here is my problems did some reasearch and found out form the CDC and Breast Cancer.org that in 2011, 39,250 people died from breast cancer, that is both MEN and Women (mostly women). Yes men we can get it also. That was another 3-4% decrease. Frolm the CDC and other agencies that collect this info that in 2011 somewhere between 82,435 to 83,208 people died from ALZHEIMER'S, both men and women and ladies here is the kicker your made up the majority of those deaths.  So again I ask: Which is more important BREASTS or YOUR BRAIN? For me take my breasts and my genitiles and leave my brain alone, but at last I and millions have no chance for a cure or real help, Think about it.About 78 seconds each day another person is diagnosed with Alzheimer's, they receive their double Death Sentence, first there being then their life.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
Joe

Monday, October 29, 2012

Home Safe!

Last we were heading to Omaha or had reached there, at any rate we spent the night in Omaha. I provided comic relief for my daughter bac, in Colorado, the wind was a bitch. We stopped for gas and to get something to eat. Watching me trying to get out of the car was like an Abbott & Costello skit. The wind was so hard it kept pushing me back into the car and shutting the door on me. Well I finally managed to get out and to food.
In the morning in Omaha we took off and went to the zoo, the wind had followed us. Got a scooter there did not want to take a chance with possible rain and mine. Well as the morning rolled on so did the wind and then the rain, what a day, but hte zoo is very nice.  We ledft for the car and it was down hill, now when you get this person moving down hill he can not stop, i pick up speed, my daughter was latched on to me like an anchor but no good, had to use the care parked next to us as a stopping post. We ledt for Iowa, well 5 minutes later we were in Iowa. We were going to stop in DesMoines, but it was still early so we went on to Lake Bluff, Illinois got in about 12:30 am, Thursday morning. Spent Thursday resting I think. Not sure what we did Friday, I forget. I think we went to lunch with my brother in law and family. my days are a bit messed up. On sunday we went to downtown Chicago and met up with John and his family, met a young black fellow and family from Philadelphia who were there, like us for the Monday night Bears game.  We went out for dinner and headed home.  On Monday Kathryn and I went to the one mueseum near Soldiers Field where the game was to be. We after staying at the museum went back to Soldiers Field and back to the car which we could not find, turns out we were on the wrong level. After finding said vehicle and downing our attire and face paint for the game we went into the stadium. What a great time we had, our seats were the best almost the entire game was played directly in front of us, just like watching on TV, and of course is was a great game Dah Bears won.
HOme ward bound to Lake Bluff in the rain, but we were happy., until Kathryn noticed her wallet was gone, this is 12:30 in the morning, so we searched the car nope, no where to be found. Started immediately contacting credit cards and such to report them lost. Tuesday Kathryn call the DMV in Calif. and reported here license lost and they sent a temp Fed-X to her, which she got wednesday. Well she went out to the car to start packing it to leave and things of all things, there is her wallet under the front tire of the car. Happiness showers the day again and off we went. We left Wednesday about noon and got home about 1am Saturday morning, we stopped in Arizona but both said no lets go home. So here we are.
It was fun, but very emotional for me, Chicago holds some real bad and heart wrenching memories for me. But this trip was for Kathryn she always wanted to see a Chicago Bears game in Chicago, so time getting shorter off we went.She has her memories and I have a very tired body and sore ass. But still had fun.
No more travels to hard on me and the old body. So there you have it. Thanks for listening.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Friday, October 19, 2012

Where in the world is joe?

Well he is in Lake Bluff, Illinois. After a much heroing journey through California to the Nevada border and the City of Sin, Las Vegas (actually loss wages), my daughter subjected me to the towering hieghts of Colorado, not only did she try to dump me off the mountains, she had the nerve to even drive through tunnels in them. She tried to get rid of me at 10,361 feet, buy i am a tuff bugger. I hang on for dear life, terrified of hieghts. We visited a wildlife refuge in Ritchfield, Co. Had to rid my sscooter on a 35 ft high ramp to view the animals. What a neat experience that was. Only bad part it was cold and windy as all get out.
We left Colorado and went on into Utah, what a beautiful State and the color of the mountains is just outstanding. from there we went onto Nebraska, got off the freeway to find the zoo we were goinhg to see in the morning, but aliens had removed it from existence, so onto Omaha to spend the night and see the Omaha zoo.
well i will leave it there for now. I and my daughter are both extremely wornen out, but we will survive. I know i left out alot of things but the brain does not want to give them to me to write. Really gets me upset and I miss my home and wife and feel very uncomfortable at this point.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe













Tuesday, October 9, 2012

New Song

you can turn off my usual song if you wish. I do request you listen to the new song I have embeded from You Tube on the right. I cried.

I will be going on a road trip with my youngest starting next monday, so i may not post for awhile. We will head to Chicago, stopping at zoos on the way, and then seeing some of my old town. We are going to THE CHICAGO BEARS GAME vs detroit lions on the 22nd. Then will be heading home. To tell the truth i am afraid of this trip, i will be away from my security place, away from lynn, my fish and that which i am familiar with and that scares me.

In a prior post i believe a gave you a link to a new short film, Shattered Love, that is in production for you review. I have yelled long enough about a voice on this blog, so when asked I decided to put my money where my mouth is and have become an executive producer, on of some.

so there you hav it from the big brain in Oceanside, CA.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

International Stem Cell Awareness Day - 10/3/2012


I was approached by the following to post something on Stem Cell Research and how it can possibly help brain disorders and others. Normally I do not do this but I found this interesting and thought you might also. I did not write this as you will see, the company is acknowledged and the end and I was given written permisssion to post it.

Five Factoids on Stem Cells
International Stem Cell Awareness Day - October 3, 2012

Stem cells have the potential to revolutionize the treatment of human disease. Scientists and researchers have been working diligently to unlock the potential of stem cells and significant strides have been made in the less than 15 years since the discovery of a method to grow and replicate human stem cells. Stem cells allow scientists to study human development (and how it could go wrong), develop better and safer drugs and offer potential treatments for devastating diseases and injuries.

#1: Stem cells are “master” cells that have the ability to grow into any one of the body’s more than 200 cell types, including brain, blood, pancreas and heart cells.

#2: Stem cells can reproduce into red cells that carry oxygen throughout the body, white cells for fighting infections and platelets that create clots and prevent excessive bleeding.

#3: Stem cell research is predicted to improve treatment options for incurable conditions such as Alzheimer’s disease, Huntington’s disease, Parkinson’s disease, spinal cord injuries and traumatic brain injuries, among many others.

#4: Scientists are conducting stem cell studies to develop cures for the more than 1.3 million Americans that suffer from spinal cord injuries. This is highly significant because no other form of treatment or drugs have been able to restore function for patients with paralysis.

#5: Stem cells can self-renew. They are capable of replenishing themselves for long periods of time. Through natural division, one Petri dish can hold up to 5 million pluripotent stem cells meaning scientists can create normal human cells in large scale for the first time in human history.

“This is a critical and historic time for stem cell research,” said Peter Donovan, director, Sue & Bill Gross Stem Cell Research Center, UC Irvine. “We’re literally on the brink of developing new treatments for countless life-threatening illnesses and debilitating injuries, and raising awareness about this research is one of the best things people can do to help accelerate the process.”

There are several research programs taking place at the Sue & Bill Gross Stem Cell Research Center at UC Irvine that continue to break down barriers and open doors to new treatments for major diseases and injuries including Alzheimer’s Disease. An estimated 35 million people worldwide suffer from Alzheimer’s disease, five million of whom live in the U.S.  Frank LaFerla, Ph.D., director of UC Irvine’s Institute for Memory Impairments and Neurological Disorders, andMatthew Blurton-Jones, Ph.D. of the Sue & Bill Gross Stem Cell Research Center, UC Irvine, have shown potential treatment in humans. Their work with stem cells is expected to move to clinical trials within five years.

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God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Friday, September 28, 2012

Welcome to our world of dementia, Jim McMahon.

Some or many of you do not know Jim McMahon. He was the quarterback for my Super Bowl Champions, The Chicago Bears is 1985. To me one of the great one's, not afraid to get hit or do what it took to win the game. Not like some of the sissys today. Jim at the age of 53 now has dementia, not Alzheimer's, Lewy Bodies, Frontal Temporal or any of the others. He has the new one specially named for retired football players, chronic traumatic encephalopathy (that was cute and paste). Comes from toooooo many wacks in the head they say. Sorry Jim, you are still a favorite of mine, but now we have something in common, brains kind of scrambled.  I often wonder if my Alzheimer's and Frontal Temporal Dementia are not tied to the wonderful car door slams to my head that my wonderful asshole of a father took delight and delivering to me. Or the hits in the head by the swings in school or those from the teeterboards or whatever the where. Possibly my wonderful abilithy to fall and crack my head on the cement. Oh well whatever the cause we have it don't we Jim? Truly i am sorry for your condition, it is not fun. Believe me I and millions of others know that and wish you well. You can always contact me and we can chat, talk or write. Just know there are a great number of us out here who stand shoulder to shoulder with you.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

My Friends.

today has been a rather calm day for me. after the last few weeks it is much welcomed. i still do not sort things out well, but i am a bit more aware i think this day. i think i have acquired sleep life away syndrome. I get up about 8 am do my morning stuff sit down and it is noon or one oclock already.  Next I know it is 4 or 5 diner time. Yes i sleep about 7 hours at night, but tht does not seem to matter. I have sat down a number of times this week to post, but as usual i just go dormant and cannot remember what i want to say or why i am at th computer. Lynn handles the check book now. I have to contact the DMV license renewal time. Although i do not drive anylonger, they will probably not renew my license, test and i will not get along. Just another part of one's life taken away by this fricken pain in the ass disease.  it is getting harder to keep some sense of humor and my mouth shut. It is what it is.

till next time take care of yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Sunday, September 16, 2012

There is a new community some of you may or may not know of now on the web. I have joined it,  it consists of people involved with Alzheimer's, sufferers, caregivers, etc. It is called The Alzheimer's Community   , you can register and join, of course it is free. Come take a look and help spread the word.

My world has been very mixed up lately. I really do not know what is going on in it much anymore. Lynn has to do the check book now, even the calculator does not do what i wnat it to do. Talking is becmoing one of those one time I knew how to do that and make sense.But that is the way it goes.

I sit here and have all these things to say and when I go to they go somewhere other than on this page, it pisses me off. Making a decisssion for me takes alot of time. So much that I forget what it is that I am trying to answer or do.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

I just remembered something, I have noticed that most of my so called friends have disappeared from my life, just as they did when I stopped drinking. Quit being a drunk and loose your friends, have your brain eaten away loose your friends, seems interesting.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Where the HELL is my brain?

The last couple of days have been really a fricken mess. Right now I can think kind of stratight. Over the last days I have forgotten what i was doin, how i got where I did and from where i got there. Talking has been utterly confussing even to me. I have needed help in getting around physically, legs did not want to work, when they did they wanted to go somewhere other than I was headed. Good things for walls and hand rails or I would have surelly met the floor. That damned thing kept moving on me. I feel like a plane, i have to make a wide circle to get to where i am goinging. Things seem to be happening quickly now, with more and more bad days and days i cannot remember. I can no longer tell you by the evening what I did in the morning , let alone yesterday and the past is fading as well. I am starting to feeel best just sitting in quiet and not talking or being talked to or having the boob tube on. It has become dangerous for me in the shower. Good thing it is not real wide or I would definitely get swaying from side to side and go through the doors. Even sitting on the seats we have in it has become an experience as my wet ass slides off and old shaking legs can barely keep me up there.

Till next time, be good to yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!!
joe

Friday, August 31, 2012

I am back.

A couople of weeks ago i posted that i was taking coconut oil becaues i promised a friend. Well still am and have nothing to report. It goes in and comes out. I remain the same and am getting a little bit worse each and evry day. So will continue and report. So far as i am concerned it is a ll HYPE, btu just because no hlep here so far does not mean that it might not help some people for a time.

We had the radio show on Alzheimer's Speaks Radio. I had a good time talking with Lori and feel good that someone agrees that our voices need to be heard and listened to. We may do it again some day. Will try to get link to the actual broadcast so you can hear it.  I have to say taht after the hour I was shot the rest of the day. I cannot concentrate that long and stay foccused without my head and body letting me know about it. If any of you listened I hope you enjoyed and would appreceiate hearing from you.

Now i need to fight another battle my body chringes at temps over 75, I just become worthless, more so.

For now take care of yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!
joe

Sunday, August 19, 2012

August 28, 2012 - Alzheimer's Speaks Radio

Yes you lucky buggers at 9am PST on Tuesday, August 28, 2012, yours truly will be babbling on Alzheimer's Speaks Radio on the Web. Click on title of show below. There is a phone number that you can call in on and ask questions. Suggest 10 minutes before show time, not sure if you can during the show. But you get one hour of me if I last. Lori La Bay is the host and runner of the site.
Making Choices For Those Who Can't & Living with Dementia

A side note of sorts, I promised a friend that I would try the Coconut Oil and I have been. To this point I cannot say anything except I have not died from it. No changes to my inabilities at all, in fact my balance is even worse and moving this battleship from spot to spot is getting harder. I am sure that has nothing to do with the coconut oil. My brain cells are still scrambled and bouncing alll over eahc other more so.

Those of you that may remember The HBO Alzheimer's Project and the PBS The Forgetting, with joy for those who passed there are only 5 of us still in this miserable state, Yolanda Sanmartino, Chuck Jackson, Isabel McKenna, Nacho Sanchez and myslef, that is all out of about 11+ or so of us.

Till Next Time Take Care of Yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Thanks to You & Health Line.

Because of your support, comments, ideas and postings and sometimes out right YELLING at me, and we know how calm a peaceful I am, not:: Health LIne has chosen this blog as one of it's top 25 for 2012, the bage is on the side. I read you else was chosen and what tickles me is that I know most of the folks and follow their blogs, and I say to them good going. Belosw is what Health Line wrote on their site:
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Living With Alzheimer’s

Meet Joe. As funny and frank as it gets, his Living With Alzheimer’s blog is making waves. Both inspirational and incisive, his wit and laid-back approach to life somehow make it easier to grapple with the challenges brought by dementia.
Joe is no stranger to the effects of Alzheimer’s, but he faces the difficulties of the disease and makes the battle less painful – and certainly less isolating – by adding humor and casual grace into the mix. Stop by to give Joe some virtual applause for leading the way to a future of dignity, perseverance, and hope for everyone with dementia.
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I like the casual grace part.  Thank you all, my ego is out of control right now, but what the hell I feel good this day.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Oceanside's Cultural Art Center

Should you happen to be in Oceanside, CA on Saturday 7/28/2012 the center is having what is called "Write On", event.  Featuring the authors that live in Oceanside. More info Click Here!!!!!

Bet you cannot guess who will be there. So if you are out and about that day stop by.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!
joe

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

The Death of ?



A short story by Joseph V. Potocny

Let us go back in time as far as our minds will travel till when this war began and the battles raged on day and night for centuries.

Our setting is in times of old, set among the rolling tree lined hills and grass lands of a land known as the LAND OF DARKNESS. Through the glens ran rivers filled with fish and clear waters and lakes that sprawled across the land.  Many a village dotted the landscape with one mighty fortress in the center of all that could be seen. The villagers went about their daily business of selling goods, cleaning their shops and homes, repairing their roofs and greeting one another. In the background one could hear the noise of battle, the clashing and crushing of metal and the helpless cries of those engaged in this never ending war that seemed to have no rhyme or reason to it. Yet one could hear the roar of cheers and adulations being boosted upon the victor as the gayety of the event went on. For years the war raged with hardly a person caring who was or was not winning; only that it gave them excitement in their otherwise hum drum lives.

Then came a cold and blustery fall day, the skies were darkened and the winds swirled throughout the land. The reviewing stands were filled to over flowing with crowds of frenzied on lookers. It was difficult to see what was taking place through the dust and debris flying in the air. But yet all in attendance cheered and screamed and ate all that they could and laughed among themselves. Suddenly two hours past the rising of the sun in midday sky the clouds began to part. The massive clouds of dust seemed to clear and a quietness never before felt in the Land of Darkness could be felt. People closed their eyes, covered their mouths and ears as they gazed upon the carnage that years of battles in this war they really cared nothing about could be seen. DEATH was all about the land, where it was once green now it was scared and torn by the ravages of the war. Ones they had known for years were among the slaughtered and dismembered bodies that lay for the scavengers to feast upon.  But not to worry, they were safe in the stands and had others to talk to and while the time away.

Suddenly could be heard the thunderous ponding of the hooves of a mighty beast coming towards the field from the east.  All turned their eyes and cheered wildly and appeared a mountainous mass of a steed black as coal with what looked like the very smoke of hell coming from its nostrils. His mighty hooves gleamed in the sun and as they hit the ground one after the other a shaking and rattling of the stands could be felt by all.  The crowds went wild, when atop this mighty mount sat the Black Knight.  His dark plumage all twirl in the wind, armor black as the night and gleaming. His battle axe hanging on his side, a might mace stuck in his saddle. As he rode towards the crowd his lance stood tall in his mighty arm, with his colors of red trailing behind it.  He slowly made his way to the east end of the jousting pad and sat so tall and mighty that he seemed to block out much of what could be seen.

From the west end of the battle field a soft but mounting laughter started to be heard.  All eyes turned toward that end of the field and there they say the cause of this gaiety.  Standing there on a Roan Steed was a war torn and embattled knight. His stature was not even half that of the Black Knight.  His page even had to help him stay steady on his charge.  The crowd could hardly contain themselves as the starter slowly made his way up the tower to play his part in this drama.  As he neared the end of his climb the weather seemed to change, a chill entered the air and the skies seem to darken, by this time night was starting to fall.  The Starter reached the top of his post he showed the white cloth to the Black Knight, who dipped his lance in acknowledgement.  He then turned to the old knight and he dipped his lance toward the starter and almost dismounted.  None of the money changers would take bet on this battle; one could plainly see who the victor would be.  The starter dropped his cloth, the Black Nights mount could hardly be contained waiting for the cloth to strike the ground. 

The Cloth hit the ground the massive beast reared and roared a mighty sound and the smoke of hell came forth from his nostrils. His mighty feet hit the dirt with such a force that the earth cracked, mountains trembled and the reviewing stands did weaken. Forward charged the Black Knight with his lance lowered.  The Old Knight sat himself right and lowered his lance and started his charge. Suddenly seeing his braveness and lack of fear the jeers started to turn to cheers. They charged towards one another in the dimming light and met with such a clash as never before heard that many fell out of their seats. A cloud of thick and dark dust was swirling in the middle of the field. The sound of metal ripping, wood snapping and the cries of pain and horror could be heard. Then all went silent. No one knew what had happened. But slowly the tail and hind quarters of the Black Knights mount could be seen. Soon the knight and his entire mount were standing tall at their starting point. Where was the old knight? A light rain and breeze came up and the center of the field could be seen. There laid broken battle axes, maces, the Black Knights sword and the proud Roan Steed. But the Old Knight was not to be seen.  All were just besides themselves, how could this be? Then one cried out look. As all looked to the west end, there standing in the setting sun was the Old Knight; how he was able to stand no one could phantom a guess. But yet there he was standing, with half a shield, leaning on his sword and bloodied beyond belief the battle that had just been fought.  As the last rays of the sun cast across the field the Starter raised his hand, the Black Knight raised his shield and so did the Old Knight. Down came the starters hand and like a blur the beast from hell was racing towards the end of the field. The Black Knight lowered his lance, which was already drench with the blood of his opponent and took deadly aim. Darkness fell just as the two met once again. This time the collision had a different tone to it but still there was so much dust and in the darkness hardly a thing could be seen. Finally, after what seemed like years the moon broke through the clouds and the wind swept across the field once more, to reveal the finality of this battle.

There at the west end to the amazement of all, laid both the Black Knight his charge and the Old Knight.  Pages ran to the scene to see what was and signaled to all that both were dead.  The crowd demanded the helmet of the Black Knight be removed so they could see who this valiant warrior of so many battles and years was. However his face was so deformed and twisted and hair all in knots that no one could tell who he was or where came from. The Old Knights page removed his face plate to reveal his master, instead of a face a spiral plume of bluish white smoke ascended to the heavens. As is raced upward a great sound could be heard and then a burst of silver, gold and white flakes fell towards the earth. All could hear the words clearly, I Am Free, finally.  The flakes fell across the entire battle field and all that laid there was consumed as if it never was.

All looked to where the Black Knight and his companion had laid upon the field.  A twisting wind blew across the spot and there where they had lain was written: My Name Was Alzheimer’s.  The crowd now knew what they had not done, but one lone soul sacrificed their life to do.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Alzheimer's Time Line -- New Page

Please note the new page added to my blog - Alzheimer's Time Line. This info is from Fedelta Care Solutions. Hold many facts and figures. I hope you find it useful. While there check out their other resources.


God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe