Showing posts with label mentally. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mentally. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

The Death of ?



A short story by Joseph V. Potocny

Let us go back in time as far as our minds will travel till when this war began and the battles raged on day and night for centuries.

Our setting is in times of old, set among the rolling tree lined hills and grass lands of a land known as the LAND OF DARKNESS. Through the glens ran rivers filled with fish and clear waters and lakes that sprawled across the land.  Many a village dotted the landscape with one mighty fortress in the center of all that could be seen. The villagers went about their daily business of selling goods, cleaning their shops and homes, repairing their roofs and greeting one another. In the background one could hear the noise of battle, the clashing and crushing of metal and the helpless cries of those engaged in this never ending war that seemed to have no rhyme or reason to it. Yet one could hear the roar of cheers and adulations being boosted upon the victor as the gayety of the event went on. For years the war raged with hardly a person caring who was or was not winning; only that it gave them excitement in their otherwise hum drum lives.

Then came a cold and blustery fall day, the skies were darkened and the winds swirled throughout the land. The reviewing stands were filled to over flowing with crowds of frenzied on lookers. It was difficult to see what was taking place through the dust and debris flying in the air. But yet all in attendance cheered and screamed and ate all that they could and laughed among themselves. Suddenly two hours past the rising of the sun in midday sky the clouds began to part. The massive clouds of dust seemed to clear and a quietness never before felt in the Land of Darkness could be felt. People closed their eyes, covered their mouths and ears as they gazed upon the carnage that years of battles in this war they really cared nothing about could be seen. DEATH was all about the land, where it was once green now it was scared and torn by the ravages of the war. Ones they had known for years were among the slaughtered and dismembered bodies that lay for the scavengers to feast upon.  But not to worry, they were safe in the stands and had others to talk to and while the time away.

Suddenly could be heard the thunderous ponding of the hooves of a mighty beast coming towards the field from the east.  All turned their eyes and cheered wildly and appeared a mountainous mass of a steed black as coal with what looked like the very smoke of hell coming from its nostrils. His mighty hooves gleamed in the sun and as they hit the ground one after the other a shaking and rattling of the stands could be felt by all.  The crowds went wild, when atop this mighty mount sat the Black Knight.  His dark plumage all twirl in the wind, armor black as the night and gleaming. His battle axe hanging on his side, a might mace stuck in his saddle. As he rode towards the crowd his lance stood tall in his mighty arm, with his colors of red trailing behind it.  He slowly made his way to the east end of the jousting pad and sat so tall and mighty that he seemed to block out much of what could be seen.

From the west end of the battle field a soft but mounting laughter started to be heard.  All eyes turned toward that end of the field and there they say the cause of this gaiety.  Standing there on a Roan Steed was a war torn and embattled knight. His stature was not even half that of the Black Knight.  His page even had to help him stay steady on his charge.  The crowd could hardly contain themselves as the starter slowly made his way up the tower to play his part in this drama.  As he neared the end of his climb the weather seemed to change, a chill entered the air and the skies seem to darken, by this time night was starting to fall.  The Starter reached the top of his post he showed the white cloth to the Black Knight, who dipped his lance in acknowledgement.  He then turned to the old knight and he dipped his lance toward the starter and almost dismounted.  None of the money changers would take bet on this battle; one could plainly see who the victor would be.  The starter dropped his cloth, the Black Nights mount could hardly be contained waiting for the cloth to strike the ground. 

The Cloth hit the ground the massive beast reared and roared a mighty sound and the smoke of hell came forth from his nostrils. His mighty feet hit the dirt with such a force that the earth cracked, mountains trembled and the reviewing stands did weaken. Forward charged the Black Knight with his lance lowered.  The Old Knight sat himself right and lowered his lance and started his charge. Suddenly seeing his braveness and lack of fear the jeers started to turn to cheers. They charged towards one another in the dimming light and met with such a clash as never before heard that many fell out of their seats. A cloud of thick and dark dust was swirling in the middle of the field. The sound of metal ripping, wood snapping and the cries of pain and horror could be heard. Then all went silent. No one knew what had happened. But slowly the tail and hind quarters of the Black Knights mount could be seen. Soon the knight and his entire mount were standing tall at their starting point. Where was the old knight? A light rain and breeze came up and the center of the field could be seen. There laid broken battle axes, maces, the Black Knights sword and the proud Roan Steed. But the Old Knight was not to be seen.  All were just besides themselves, how could this be? Then one cried out look. As all looked to the west end, there standing in the setting sun was the Old Knight; how he was able to stand no one could phantom a guess. But yet there he was standing, with half a shield, leaning on his sword and bloodied beyond belief the battle that had just been fought.  As the last rays of the sun cast across the field the Starter raised his hand, the Black Knight raised his shield and so did the Old Knight. Down came the starters hand and like a blur the beast from hell was racing towards the end of the field. The Black Knight lowered his lance, which was already drench with the blood of his opponent and took deadly aim. Darkness fell just as the two met once again. This time the collision had a different tone to it but still there was so much dust and in the darkness hardly a thing could be seen. Finally, after what seemed like years the moon broke through the clouds and the wind swept across the field once more, to reveal the finality of this battle.

There at the west end to the amazement of all, laid both the Black Knight his charge and the Old Knight.  Pages ran to the scene to see what was and signaled to all that both were dead.  The crowd demanded the helmet of the Black Knight be removed so they could see who this valiant warrior of so many battles and years was. However his face was so deformed and twisted and hair all in knots that no one could tell who he was or where came from. The Old Knights page removed his face plate to reveal his master, instead of a face a spiral plume of bluish white smoke ascended to the heavens. As is raced upward a great sound could be heard and then a burst of silver, gold and white flakes fell towards the earth. All could hear the words clearly, I Am Free, finally.  The flakes fell across the entire battle field and all that laid there was consumed as if it never was.

All looked to where the Black Knight and his companion had laid upon the field.  A twisting wind blew across the spot and there where they had lain was written: My Name Was Alzheimer’s.  The crowd now knew what they had not done, but one lone soul sacrificed their life to do.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Alzheimer's Time Line -- New Page

Please note the new page added to my blog - Alzheimer's Time Line. This info is from Fedelta Care Solutions. Hold many facts and figures. I hope you find it useful. While there check out their other resources.


God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Friday, April 13, 2012

Sadness in one's life.

This has been a hard week for me. My bird died Easter night. I was the only one that could handle her, very picky with people. Her leaving has really messed me up, i come down in the morning and go to uncover her and feed, water, bird talk all that knid of stuff and no cage. At night I want to cover her and say goodnight again no cage or bird. She had been ill and sitting with me at nights for long periods cuddeling and sleeping, i knew time was near, but never expetced feeling this lost over it. I look forher cage and it is not there. Change is not good for me anymore I have problems with it now. I find I am angrier inside now than ever, but I fight not to let it out at others, i just leave the room come st here at this beast and do nothing or go in my bedroom and just lay there for awhile. I find the tremors and my balance worsening daily my head seems to be screwe on sideways this crap has to endlife really is beginning to suck big time. well that is the hand i have drawen and have to play.

Take care of yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Friday, December 30, 2011

Strangers in the Midst.

I have done my veyt best to fight this disease with all the mental strenght that I have had. I have allowed it to take its tolll on me physically because my mind was more important and is who anaad what I am. Well itt has marched on and I have not, it is to the point I look at those in my house and wonder who they are. I know I sould know them but I do not. I pretend to be in touch but well Mr. Alzheimer's has taken over and made him serlf at home. I rarely hear from any friends or see them, I hardly hear from any of you anylonger. There once was a time the commentss and emails were difficult to keep up with, now the emptiness of that is setting in. I know everyoe has their proble,s and life to live, but the anger that this disease hels to raise, while not really justified, it happens and and this world of mine has grown smaller, colder, darker and emptier and really not worth being here, I pray and even beg to be taken, but it is in his time. I have nothing more to offer or give and do not know why i am here.
Well i am loooosing my train of thought so take care of yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours! (Amd je Rest pf upi as We;;)
joe

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Thanks for the Memories ( Bob Hope)

thank you for the birthdaay wishes they were much appreciated. See how sneaky my wife is.
To Karen & Kathy, sorry I lost your orders in my mess. Books are going out tomorrow.
See and you all thought I had my head screwed on right, wrong.
Life is getting more confusing and so am i. Have a Happy Thanks Giving you and yours.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Monday, August 8, 2011

REM Behavioral Disorder and Dementia.

Why this topic? Well today I found out that I suffer from REM Behavioral Disorder and have for sometime, years. I am undergoing sleep study this Wednesday to find out how far it has progressed along with my sleep apnea and other stuff.  Found out today that this disorder has long been shown to be a precusor to dementia. My sleep Dr. is excited to make the study because it is not often he gets to deal with this.

What is it? Well apparently when i enter the REM stage of sleep i do a lot of twitching, jerking and as it progresses I get violent in my sleep. Poor Lynn has been the bearer of this action. However she has most of the time feels things starting and gets to me before, yes I start beating on anything in the bed including her. This is apparently what also helped me out of bed and on to the floor. So if you know anyone with this disorder maybe they should start talking now to a medical professional that has ears and maybe able to save them some rotten years ahead.

Alzheimer's and Frontal Temporal Dementia, have for runners apparently not just shrinkage, amaloyids and stroke or damage.  Have not seen any studies that I have found that show much about sleep disorders and dementia, really. They have touched on it, but I am not sure they have done any real serious in depth looking at the connection. They probably fall asleep anyway. 

Also found out today that my stature in life has shortened by 2¼", yes i have shrunk from a towering 5'83/4" to a colosal 5' 6½" inches. This i attribute to my kids they made me old, grey, short and fat. Till next time take care.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!
joe

Thursday, August 4, 2011

I wonder why I bother to share my Journey!


As many of you know i get rather testy at times and just fell like saying to hell with it, you do not need to know this or how I feel.  Then i get an email like the one tha follows, this is why I keep trying to give us a voice.  Parts are edited since it came to my private email so no name of way to tell who it is from. But i did write back to the person, took me a short time then longer. I asked for a pic and name and dates for my memory page, but like soooooo many of you i receive nothin back. I post the pics so people will know that these folks lived, they gave, they touch others lives and that should be celebrated. well to the email i am getting on my soap opera box. by the way this has been on my todo list for sometime, i am quick.I was asked if i filled out the facebook form, YOU BET YOUR SWEET A__, I did.
____________________________________________________________________

Hello, My name is xxxxxx, and I'm a nursing student studying in xxxxxxxxxx, xxxxxx (Canada).  I watched The Alzheimer's Project documentary, and was very touched by your story.  I know you have probably heard this from so many other people who have read your story online, or watched this same documentary, but I would like to thank you so much for contributing your own experiences and stories to helping understand and find a cure for Alzheimer's.  I was asked to write an essay for one of my courses at school on anything I wanted related to disease and disease concepts.  I chose Alzheimer's because my grandfather passed away from A.D. 10 years ago.  I never had the chance to really get to know him, since his diagnosis occurred when I was only 2 years old.  By the time I was old enough to have memories of my own, he had already progressed to the very late stages of the disease.  He only spoke Italian, which I did not, thus I had very limited communication with him.  My memories with this man consist of visiting him at the nursing home, where he stared at me with blank eyes. I fed him and walked him around, and told him stories.  When he passed away, I felt like a part of me had been ripped out of my chest, and it was difficult to accept that I had not known him better, and could do nothing about that. I appreciate hearing from someone who can recount his own experiences with this disease. I do not have personal experience with this disease, and was only an observer to something that took away someone I loved.  However, I believe that it takes great strength to explain what it feels like to go through something that takes away from the person you have grown to become.  I do not know what has happened to you or your family, or if you crosses "the line" since the documentary was filmed. I would only like to thank you, quite simply, for giving me a story that my grandfather never was able to. So thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Your Help & Advice is NEEDED.

I have a decession to make and i am asking you to help me with this. Now i know many of you do not leave comments or only once in awhile, i have found that person anonymous on my site, you know the one that tells the media something or politicians heard it from. But however you chooose to answer please do.

Some of you may remember the short clip in my tiny part of The Alzheimer's Project, where me and my phycologist were talking, he was the good looking young guy with the nice hair.We met the other day, yes i still see him, the poor guy needs help with his car payments. He is very aware of my blog, the documentary, my book and the number of people you have helped me reach. If you use the resources on the side and go from one to the other and use there resources you will eventually reach over 1200 sites for caregivers, information on various forms of dementia, different blogs of those suffering, charities and the rest, all because of suggestions you have passed on to me.

Here is the skinny as they say, whoever they are, Dr. Cain has suggested tapping my sessions now that thingss are going to hell in a hand basket and posting them on my blog. I can post them there or to my You Tube account. You all know i hold nothing back and some of ours sessions are alot livelier and wordy then my posts. He has no problem with it, i have no problem with it, Lynn is undecided at this thime.  We are thinking it will give a better face to the disease not just words, but you get to see my Bright Shinning Face and drool I know it is tough being me. But you couls start to see the true reality of this bastardly disease.

YOUR COMMENTS AND THOUGHTS PLEASE!

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

I think this month will end, I hope!

Crap ass month so far, as some of you may have read my niece died a week or so ago and last week sometimme i lost my two prize KOI and then i am told I have orthostatic tremors, never say what the hellll else will happen.

Many of you know I was honrod to share the silver screen with six other lovely people in the HBO special, The Alzheimer's Project, Memory the Loss Tapes.  I considered us, although i never said anything as The Magnificant Seven.  Well Ms. Fannie Davis has passed on,I was advised today, i still need to get her pic and dates and anothers up on my Memorial Page.  I am glad to tell you that as of this afternoon Ms. Yolanda Sanmartino (the womaninthe mirror) is still kicking and doing well at Cherrywood Nursing Home. Just the two of us left, seems though we are all staying in the 8 or so year time line.

My book has made it to Europe, hopefully it will help someone over there.It humbles a pain in the ass like me that my blog, my story and my book have gotten so much attention world wide.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Monday, May 30, 2011

I am honored to have added......

Finally Cousin Cliff from the HBO series is now on In Memory of Page.  He was born James Clifton Holman. For many years he entertained thousands of children on his TV show. It is only fitting that his final momments were caught on film for the screen. Welcome Cliff.


God Bless
joe

To Our Heros!!!!

On this day here in the USA we pay National Tribute to our Fallen Military Heroes that have over the centuries an at present give Their All to keep us Free.  We also pay tribute to those who are still fighting for freedom. I also celebrate all those from all Countries that have and are dieing for their Countries freedom. Remember also many of them died to help keep us free as well as our troops did for them.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours (Yours as Well)!!!!!
joe

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Alzheimer's, The Blessings Of!!!!

I can hear you all now, joe is going on the rampage with this one. Well you are wrong. You all know the crap side and so do I, but you do not know the, morbid as it sounds, the blessings that come with this death sentence.
1. You know you are not nuts.
2. Death is no longer a fear.
3. You get to forget your resentments.
4. You no longer hate someone, because you forget them.
5. You meet new people daily.
6. You talk to stangers more frequently.
7. You do not have to be stylish in your dressing any longer.
8. You forget to tell people to fuck themselves, hence you may not swear as often.
9. If you smoke you make forget to or where you placed the things, spend all day looking for them and go to bed saying the hell with it, and never having smoked.
10. Nine could work for drinking.
11. Wake up each morning with a new woman or man in your bed, This One We All Like, even you.
12. Forget you annoying relatives and neighbors.
13. Forget to turn on the TV, but yet you watch it.
14. Have conversations with people who know what you are saying, but no one else can see them.
15. Forget you hate vegetables and even try them now.
16. Get to have some one else change your clothes, what fun that coould be.
17. Take a bath when you damned well feel like or think you may need one.
18. Won't discuss the toliet training that you forgot, you caregivers might not find that so enjoyable.
19. Your new eating habits that help you loose wieght, no 20.00 for 20lbs., you just forget what food is for.
20. One day the World and all of its' Bullshit suddenly stop for you.

See we have to look at the bright side once and awhile. So I am sick, I am allowed, brain confussion, cannot seem to find the darn thing.  Have fun, be good to yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!
joe

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

In Case You Have Not Noticed!!!!

I am giving my book away, for a limited time, FREE, you just have to pay shipping and handling. Also part of the s&h will be going to the Alzheimer's Disease Research Fnd.   I never wrote the book to get rich only to raise awareness for my side of the fence.  If giving the book away helps achieve that great, and along the way you will be helping the ADRF and it's work, plus raising awareness.


God Bless & Keep You and This Country of Ours!!!!!!
joe

Friday, May 13, 2011

Where is this day going?

I am sitting here trying to figure outt wher this day has gone so far and what did I do. I know I at least got up because I am tpying this. Things are getting more and more confusing and I cannot be sure of anything that I may do. I guess this is one of those what the hell posts, because I am not even sure why i am doing this. Plain fact my brain and i seem to be going more and more in diffferent directions. Maybe time has come for Lynn to post for me. I just tell her best I dna ow i am feeling and let her put it into words. At least the speeeling will be much better.
I am starting to feeel more and more detached from everyone and everything. Good old AD & FTD are hard at workand doing what they do best. Well later i am completely at a loss right now.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!!
joe

Thursday, April 14, 2011

The Physical Aspects of Alzheimer's

By now i wolud think that we all know about the mental trials that allll of us with this disease go thru.  Not remembering people, turning around and meeeting a new friend each time, wondering where we are, who you are, where is home, my glasses hell where are my pants.  Forgetting to use the bathroom timely oooh well. Spending and forgetting we did it, driving those close to us to exhaustion and we do not even realize it and in most cases do not care.  How rotten we can get and next minute the world is rosey to us and you have the problem. The list goes on and on and on.

But there is another side to this story, not being able to walk right anymore, cannot drive because forgetting what to do (our freedom is gone). Tiring easily from practically little effort. Standing one moment the next investigating the dirt on the floor or cracks in the cement. Trembling a good deal of the time, eyes get worse, food tastess funny, sleeping is a joke, not at night we go to the daytime, walking into things because we do not see them, winding up with cuts and the like because we do not realise that we have been injured, not eating just because. This is the other side of our world and much more but my brain cell is to empty right now to remember or clogd up, get the draino.

I find listing other things for you is easier these days then really talking to you anymore. I forget what I want to say, I sit down with this whole well organized thought out post in my brain somewhere, and it never shows up when I start, it goes walking down the street. I feel like i repeat the samethings over and over, but that is what happens here in Alzheimer's land.  It seems no matter how many times I am told yes we listen that no one really hears us. You suffer and all the books about you are considered to be by experts and people who know about this disease, but folks sorry you do not have a clue to this sise of the fence. I have pretty much lost sight of your side now also. My voice is becoming quiet and running out of its one time fire, i am worn out spent and just plain tired. I sit and wait for the bus to take me home most of the time, these moments of knowing and suddenly not are incredidablly painful and frustrating.I ramble on and on and on and cannot tell you what I really am talking about most of the time.

Well friends take care and be good to yourselves.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!
joe

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Alzheimer's may start in liver

New Study released. Who know's. I wish i was a mouse.
They seem to have all the luck. Clicking the title should take u there.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!
joe

Monday, February 21, 2011

Old Mems and New Ones

I have found that old memories aer stil there but they have no time stamp you might say, I can tell you about them, but part of the probelm is that two or three may get mixed together, facts are pretty good, but knowing exactly  which memory they belong to, well you have to guess. New memories, I have only about 2 days worth, they do not stay for long at all. In fact have trouble with telling you about this morning even.

The wife colored her hair today, did it this morning so I am told, I did not notice.  Later we were up in our office, that sounds so officey doesn"t it, just a extra bedroom with the computer.  But that makes us Yuppies we have an office. I was looking at this woman in front of me and knew I thought I knew her but something was not right. I had her turn around and finally my mind put back some old color in her hair and I knew it was Lynn. Said you colored your hair, YES, when this morning, oooh i said.

God Bless & Keep You & This Great Country of Ours!
joe

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Because of You!

Yes because of you my every growing famliy out there we have made progress>
As you may or may not know their are something close to approaching 100 million sites on the Internet world wide. When I started the story of mine and asked you to join in this blog was number 57,xxx,xxx million something in standing. Well we are making an impact somehow, because it is as of today 927,085 in standing, Good JOb you guys. Out of the 10's of million in the US, we are now listed as 190,851, I am so humbled by what you have done.

Also thanks to those who have purchased my book.  I truly hope you enjoy and pass on the info to others. Now on the other hand me being a very tiny little bit mercenary - tell your friends to buy it and have them help spread the word as well.

I am going to invite more to post here soon. My haze is starting to get heavy and is keeping me from my job to let all know, how really crappy I feel. but yesterday I was a ball of fire, was so busy donig things, were it came from is beyond me.  Today different story.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!
joe

Friday, February 4, 2011

For Those Who Can Still Walk!!!!!

Yes this disease even takes that away from you. I know I have griped abouut the brain going away, but it seems my feet and legs are developing a mind of their own now. Several times I have falleen and trip and got hurt, but never thought of how AD is affecting me in that way.  Well the other day I had some sense knoccked into me. I was putting away the garbage cans, tuff duty right? We let me tell you it can be, putting the last can away I was practicing walking backwards, front ways not that good, try something new: Well I check where I was going turneed back around, steppped out of my sliper, apparently steped on my foot, you got it I went on a trip. My rather robust bottom slammed on the walk way, my back hit the pavers and this empty head of mine proceeded to put a rather nice looking dent in the one metal storage shed we have.  I have to admit the shed looks good it now has character. Me I have character to, back hurts like hell, my head hurts, the crack in my bottom has widened and I have been advised by my keepers, that maybe I should not do that anymore. You loose one freedom after another with this crap.

Until we meet again, take care of yourselves. I hold walking classes every Tuesday at 1pm PST.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!
joe (the marathon walker)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Hello to all as we near the end of this year. I am still in February I have no idea where the rest of this time has gone or what has happended. As some of you know I attend a 12 step group and have for centuries to fight my disease of alcohol and am still sober some 37 years. I was at a ongoing meeting on Christmas Eve, we have what they call marathon meetings around certain holidays to add extra support, what made this special to me and has caused me to wonder if we have the stages of AD right, yes we have it starts and you die correct, but the inbetween seeems to be not so straight forward. I know I have written on my blog the stages, others have, Alz Org has, but you folks, my experience and what happended Christmas Eve tell me in my mind at least that there is no set inbetween stages actually, that we experience similiar things to a greater or lesser degree as suffers. I man shared at the meeting that his father had passed in the last week from AD and he was happy for him and said how he felt. I fortunately had the oppportunity to talk with the gentleman after the meeting, hugged him and told him I was glad his dad had been set free. We looked at each other and I know he was confused, hell I know that feeling, so I gave him my card that has my book info on it. We talked about how his dad was diagnosed about 3 years ago with it, for most of the time he was level had some problems then came the LINE CROSSING, 4 months ago when we knew no one and went downhill and died in the 4 month period from AD. He and I feel the same if we can prevent ourselves (he does not have it yet) from getting to that line to end it before. He saw the suffering of his father and the destruction on the family and does not want to go through that or put the family through it. Unfortunately his mother is at some point in the disease, where?????? Another lady joined us and told about her parents dying from AD a number of years ago and as I listened I could hear that her parents did not follow the so called stages either. Yes they had portions of them but kind of out of order. I see that in myself and think what master mind is comming up with this stuff. Maybe we need to revist how the disease really progresses, the middle part, we know that it starts and then we die. I know for me this is long, but I was very much touched and moved by these folks, I could see their suffering, but they were able to understand to a point my side. Especially when we talked of how they could get away from it and here I was at this meeting still getting support to help me not drink and I brought along old Mr. AD, i cannot get away from it not even a second.

Well I need to shut up, take care of yourselves and if I forget, Have A Very Happy New Year one and all.

God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours!!!
joe