Reading Blogs

I spent sometine today reading some friends blogs and leaving my ever uplifting comments. But you folks that change your links, dam tell me so I can keep my list correct. I list you so others can read as well. Hopefully the remaining 6 people I have invited will have the balls to post and the others will continue.

• I would post daily if I could remember, but I start processing an entry and it starts one way, goes another, then turns left and winds up in the back forty, lost and me with it. Hope the changes are to you liking if not to bad, deal with it.
• Like a legal pleading now.
• Find days are slipping by quicker.
• The brain is getting bluer. Always wanted to be a blue blood, but I have obtained higher standards I am a blue brain, Ok a dumbshit.
• I was at my mens support group the other night, one of the guys there mothers has AD and wwe talk about it and he told me once that you could hardly tell, but his family insisted. He sees her every couple of months or so. Just got back and said he spent 4 hours with her and he was her brother and did not know what town they were in. He was a bit taken back. I asked is she about 4 years or so out from being labeled, he said yes and that she was on Aricipet (wonder drug, not). He asked me why and I told him the truth, she is on schedule. Also the A drug was for well toilet bowl cleaning in my opinion and many others. We hugged I cried for him and prayed for her to be set free soon. These are the real stories of AD not the commercials on TV or the movies, this is what it really does to us. Like a thief in the nite it suddenly takes what it wants when it wants.
• God Bless & Keep You & This Country of Ours! (The Rest of The World Needs Help Also)
• Joe

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New Studies - These People Are Idiots!

Yes that is my take on this. They do not have a clue to what they are doing.

NEW STUDY: Gist of the study is that those who have 5 cups or more of coffee each day can slow the onset and progression of Alhzeimer's. Now is what few cells I have left are working, I believe studies in not to distant past showed that this type of coffee consumption put you at a higher risk of Bladder Cancer. Well I guess drink the coffee, get the cancer, stop drinking the coffee and forget the cancer. Maybe I am wrong but seems to me, that spirits were part of this one.

Next & I Love This One: proves a point made in one of my listing.

Salk Institute scientists in La Jolla, CA: major incredible fantanstic break through. Of course we used GENETICALLY MODIFIED MICE:so normal humans won't work in this one. The GM mice "not only lived longer, but the onset of mental decline was also delayed". Reports Andrew Dillion of the university as reported in the North County Times by Bradley J. Fikes. This gets more interesting, I love amoloyids, they do not know what they are to do. According to Dillin (A Professor at Salk), their research shows that th plaques of these toxin protiens in those of us with AD and the like: ready for this: ARE NOT THE CAUSE OF THE DISEASE. Guess allyou PHDs outhere need a brain transplant. Instead and this is a quote from the article: "Instead, the clumps of beta amyloid proteins are how cells stow away the toxic proteins where they can't do damage, Dillin said."
Well now, rest of study is to be published in the 12/11 issue of Cell. Have not gotten to it yet.

I hate to rain on a parade but these folks are all over the place. This is why I am so harsh on them. They can not get their heads unstuck from their a****.

Cannot repair brain cells from what I know. So I see no cure, and all meds may slow down the progression no solid proof they do in at least 85% of AD patients, that I have found, more like maybe 20% if at all.

This is just interesting to me. You may or may not know that many NFL players over time have donated their brains for study, after they are dead to see the affects of all the concusions and blows to the heads they take do. In the group thus far checked of those in their 30,s to 50,s that have passed, it was noticed that, all though no signs at least know showed, but these guys had brains that looked like they had some form of Dementia for YEARS. just something interesting. So you folks know that I do try to keep up as much as possible on my disease and the tinker toy ways they are working on it.

Blast me, but these folks still do not get it.

God Bless You & This Country of Ours!
Joe

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CESTMOI

Yes,it is Tis I. Camelot humor. It seems to me that I just posted, by my wife reminneded me that it had been over a week. Time is becoming of little meaning to me and I no longer seem to have a grasp on it. Today is raining and windy, here in Sunny So. CA, love the rain. At one time it use to charge me up when it would get stormy, now nothing. I feel things moving faster now. I sit here and have to close my eyes to concentrate on what I want to say, and damned if I can figure it out.

Yes it is the Christmas time again. I hope you have a Jolly and Peaceful one. Maybe this time you and I can find away to keep this feeling always not just now.


This year let us not forget for they give us the freedom to live free and enjoy our lives. They sacrifice their lives for us and should be honored.

I know I am not staying very well on ssubject, byt my thoughts are getting in a bind you could say. I wish the old me was here, he could at least most of the time stay on topic.

I doubt that by next year this time, I will be writing here. Hopefully my wife will take over and let you know, where mindless has gone to.

A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!

God Bless You & This Country of Ours!
Joe

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I Am Back, Ready or Not.

You know, no you don't, but this damn disease is a real bitch at times. I find myself having to seperate and kind of hide to keep from lashing out. We have had our one daughter and grand kids and son in law with us almost 3 weeks I think, am not handlin this well. I love them, but.

My wife and I are starting to lock horns more, she thought my last post was rather mean and spiteful, I think that is how she put it. My reply was, well you guessed it eat shit and bark at the moon. I write what I feel and how I see it. It may be clouded it maybe one sided, but it is all I know. I make no excuses for what and how I put it. Those that live in this World with me, they know, they understand and hopefully I say what they cannot at least for now, while I am able to . Yes I am angry as I write this today, better to put it here than where else I might.

Ino We that live with AD, really find ourselves fucked up alot of the time, understanding the real confusion and loss we feel is difficult I know for those on the outside looking in. See we can not get back to the outside to look in, we are stuck here and sinking deeper. Try to imagine the darkness starting to encase you slowly and you cannot stop it and you want out and NO not for you. What is that old saying when Casey at The Bat struck out, there is no joy in mudville.

Well enough from me. You all have a great day and wonderful life.
God know the idiots in Washington won't fix it, but only screw us more.
joe

God Bless You & This Country of Ours!

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A Change, I Am A Crook

I OPENED WHAT IS CALLLED A GOOGLE ADSENSE ACCOUNT, SO THAT YOU WOULD HAVE MORE RESCOURES AT YOUR DISPOSAL THROUGH SIDE ADDS. WELL GOOGLE AND OUR PRESIDENT THINK THEY CAN JUST FIRE ANYONE IN THE PRIVATE SECTOR. THE ADDS ARE GONE, SOMEONE WAS CLICKING ON THEM, GOD FORBID, WHAT THE FUCK WERE THEY THEIR FOR. ANGRY YES I AM, I DO NOT LIKE BEING CALLED A THIEF OR IT BEING IMPLIED. THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT GOOGLE HAAS DONE. SO, IN MY INFINITE WISDOM I CHOOSE TO SAY SCREW THEM AND USE YAHOO FROM NOW ON. I REALISE THAAT MEANS CLOSING THIS BLOG DOWN AND STARTING OVER. BUT I TRIED TO GIVE YOU THE STORY ON THIS SIDE OF DEMENTIA AND OTHER RESOURCES, BUT GOOGLE DOES NOT THINK YOU ARE WORTHY. SO IF THIS GOES AWAY, I WILL TRY AND LET YOU KNOW WHERE I WENT, IF I REMEMBER EITHER ONE.

GOD BLESS YOU & THIS COUNTRY OF OURS!!!
joe

PS THEY PAID ME AN UNBELIEVABLE AMOUNT FOR WHOEVER CLICKED TO GET THE INFO THEY WANTED YES I AM A REAL FUCKIN CROOK $0.81, LOCK ME UP NOW!

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Hurray For Tuesday!!!!!!!

Yes normally I post how cruddy things are but Today is different. It is time to say Happy Birthday to the newest member of our family, Ms. Kiaya Lynn Patterson, born Tuesday 1/27/2009 at 2:56 PM. Towering over the Empire State Building standing 21" tall. Yes and you guys best becareful she weighted in at a solid 8lbs 14oz, more than capable of slapping you one upside the head if you get fresh. Please join these grandparents in wishing Morgan & Ross, along with Kaiya, Chase & Lilly all of God's blessing and happiness.

God Bless You & This Country of Ours!
Joe

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As My World Turns!

You know I have to get going early and do what chores I have, because about this time my world starts to slow down and crash. This won't be long, but I do apprecaite hereing from you folks, the good, the bad, the ugly, etc. It makes me feel like I am not preaching to the trees or the walls. Well my you all have a good one.

God Bless You and This Country of Ours!
Joe

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